I think the purpose of Pentecost was to facilitate the saving of thousands of souls from all over the globe who were gathered together with different languages. The purpose of the Holy Spirit providing tongues to the disciples was to birth their ministry and give them power to be Christ’s witnesses to the end of the earth. It just so happened that the ends of the earth had gathered together in one place when it happened. This blog started brewing during the church service today. Since it was Pentecost, the text for the sermon was from Acts 2:1-21. I tried to imagine if I were one of the early Christians, and especially one of the apostles, the ones who had known Jesus closely but were sad without His presence with them. In the past, I had always imagined that the disciples were hunky dory after the resurrection of Jesus. After all, He now lived and was not dead as they had thought. Death wasn’t the end of the story. He is Risen! Yes, this was indeed a joyful reality for them. However, don’t you think part of them was sad that Jesus was no longer in their midst? Jesus was a cool dude, 40 days without food (I think anyone who could go 40 days without food would be pretty cool in my book – I would look up to his strength), made the golden rule and that’s OK! OK, sorry for the camp song diversion. I think if I were a disciple, I would’ve thought, “OK that’s great for Jesus. Yay! He is alive! But why can’t he be here with us still? We miss him a lot and we can’t do this whole ministry thing without him. He was kind of our star player.” There would’ve been an element of grief with their joy.
For 40 days after his death and resurrection, Jesus hung around Earth and made different appearances to some folks (Mary Magdalene, the disciples, including Thomas – the doubter, and Simon Peter – the “rock” on whom the church was built). As a tangent, I just noticed that in John 21, Jesus gave Peter, who had denied Him 3 times during His public trial and death, the equal opportunity of 3 times to express how much he loved Jesus. Jesus redeemed Peter’s sin and helped facilitate his faithfulness to Christ, just as He does for us. John says in 21:25 that there were many other things that Jesus did besides these appearances, but “were every one of them to be written, I suppose that the world itself could not contain the books that would be written.”
When Pentecost came 40 days after Easter, all the disciples were together in one place. They had been promised the Holy Spirit a few days before it came, and “suddenly there came from Heaven a sound like a mighty rushing wind, and it filled the entire house where they were sitting” (Acts 2:2). They were able to speak in other languages and the multitude of people, who all spoke different languages, too, were able to understand them, thanks to the Holy Spirit. Some of the crowd was amazed and perplexed with their hearts leaned towards the possibilities of God, asking “What does this mean?” and others in the crowd mocked them and said they were drunk.
Peter began to address the crowd and said that the men were not drunk but were fulfilling a prophecy from Joel that in the last days God would pour out his Spirit on all flesh. “And it shall come to pass that everyone who calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved,” per Acts 2:21 and Joel 2:32. Peter preached the Gospel to thousands of people gathered from many different cultures, and all were able to hear his message in their own tongue, thanks to the Holy Spirit’s work. Acts 2:41 says that “those who received his word were baptized, and there were added that day about three thousand souls.” I have heard before that only the men were counted in the official numbers as heads of the household, so this may have meant even more women and children than the 3,000 were saved.
Before this, at the beginning of Acts, Jesus ascended into Heaven while the disciples watched. He had just promised them the Holy Spirit would come and that they would be his witnesses to the ends of the earth. Now I know it never says this in the text, but I personally think that the shock I felt as Hannah left my arms and went to heaven was a miniscule comparison to the shock that the disciples experienced when they gazed upon the ascension of Christ. Surreal. Dumbfounded. They stood there “gazing into heaven as he went,” unsure what to do next, and two men in white robes came and said to them, “Men of Galilee, why do you stand looking into heaven? This Jesus, who was taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw him go into heaven.” But he never came back in their lifetimes, and we are still waiting for him to return in ours.
And then the Holy Spirit came shortly after His ascension and facilitated the biggest conversion of that time. He kickstarted their ministry with the gift of tongues. That must have been encouraging to them, but maybe they also felt a twinge of sadness that Jesus wasn’t there to see his ministry fulfilled in the flesh. I don’t know. I could just be way off base with these thoughts (and forgive me if there are any biblical scholars reading this – I certainly am not one), but I do think that the disciples’ emotions were not as gleeful and one-dimensional as I have thought my whole life. I think they probably had some conflicting emotions about the ascension of Jesus. And I think it is OK for us to have conflicting emotions about the deaths of our loved ones. It’s OK to be joyful that they are no longer in pain, but sad beyond measure that they are not here with us. God understands our hearts, just as He understands that I’ve tried to articulate these extra-biblical thoughts in a way that still acknowledges His glory and the truth of Scripture.